I don’t really know what to say. I guess my only advice for it is ‘survive the day and don’t worry about the next until it gets here.’ Pretty wise words if you ask me. I’ve recently been setting goals and taking care of myself a little bit better. I learned that not all goals have to be big and stupid and about education like the ones we do in school. They can just be simple things like ‘get out of bed in the next 10 minutes’ or ‘brush your teeth well this morning’. I had a cough drop right before writing this. It’s supposed to taste like lemon, but I’ll let you in on a secret. It actually tastes like a gumball that you’d find under a bus seat. Marketing strategies, I’m telling ‘ya.
On another note, I’ve recently started identifying as genderfluid. Isn’t that exiting? Today I’m feeling a little nonbinary. He/they works well for now. So half nonbinary? I don’t know but it’s cool. Life is actually looking up for me now. It’s easier to say online to a bunch of people who don’t actually know me but I’m actually letting myself hope. My therapist says that by putting up all these walls I block out the bad and good. I think I’m starting to take these walls down. Just a teensy weensy bit. Enough for just a little good to seep in. Like the samples at Sam’s Club. I actually like it more than I thought. That reminds me of a time I ate pepper flavored potato chips and they tasted surprisingly good.
Any who, that’s it for now! Seeya sprouts <3